Through these past few months God has really been doing some life changing things with me. Although, the steps that I’ve had to take wasn’t the most pleasant, or easiest; but HERE I AM. I wanted to give up so many times, that I contemplated walking away from God at some points. Some nights was darker than others, and some nights I couldn’t see past my tears; but HERE I AM. Knowing the plans that God have for my life was just a sprinkle of joy that I received while going through my trails, but sometimes that wasn’t enough for me. I wanted God to just take all the pain away and lift me completely out of my misery; but HERE I AM. As sad as it may sound, I often felt like there was no hope for me in this life; but HERE I AM.
After all the negativity that rushed my way, all the hurts, and mishaps that I’ve experienced along the way; HERE I AM. Better than ever!!! Smiling, as if Christ created a new Heart for me, and implanted in right back into my body. Thanking God everyday just for allowing me to be here, another day. To wake up knowing that all my mishaps–was simply my beginning and most definitely NOT my ending. I’ve realized that it took walking alone to discover who (I) was on the inside, and not see myself for what “People” described me to be. It was a struggle to wake up to little, to no phone calls each day. Having a girls day out with myself, shopping around for shoes; just me, myself, and I. I’ve fell in love with myself all over again. Loving who (I) AM, and embracing who I’m becoming. HERE I AM. Troyniesha Terrance, bold, unashamed, and unafraid to walk into my new life….my new beginning, my clear, uncluttered future. Surrounded by endless possibilities, and free from all drama.
*HERE I AM; 21, and STILL STANDING. BY GOD’S GRACE THROUGH MY FAITH; I WILL WIN THIS RACE.
-Ms. Spicy Reflections-**Don’t think that walking alone is a bad thing. Sometimes you have to be alone to get to know YOU again. It’s so easy to lose yourself in other people’s issues, etc., and completely neglect YOU. However, everything that God does is for your good, although, you may NOT see it all the time. Use this journey to TELL YOUR STORY. We all have a story to tell. Write your own, use what you’ve been through to help the next person. You are somebody, you are someone that the world need’s to know. Your story will help millions. Get going!!!-You have a story to tell.
As always, I leave you with this scripture’
God said it best in Hebrews 13;5 “I will NEVER FAIL YOU. I will NEVER ABANDON YOU.”
Written in Love,