It’s been a long time coming! There has been up’s, downs, inside outs…etc. I have been through so much, each situation built another piece of me. What I thought was designed to break me, was actually here to build me up! My life was shattered into pieces to the point that I thought I couldn’t come back from it. Until Christ came along…I thought that I had to build myself up. I thought that if I started gathering the pieces back together that everything would be ok. I had it all wrong. The more I started to lean on Christ, the more that he used those situations to teach me lessons that I wouldn’t have learned unless I went through the pain.

Slowly, God used to same broken pieces and made me new. He didn’t have to make me over…he used my experiences to grow me up. It taught me things that my Parents didn’t. It taught me how to be more selective of the people I let in my circle. How to guard my heart above all else because it determined the course of my life. I never understood how important guarding my heart was until, I let the wrong one in and God revealed to me why he said it in his word.

Through all that I’ve been through I thought that I was so far from what God promised me. He quickly showed me that it was closer than I thought. I’m almost there and you are too. Keep pushing…keep fighting…keep praying. God got us!

Until next time,


Real Love…beyond the lights!

I recently watched the movie Beyond The Lights and that movie was EVERYTHING I needed it to be. I actually want to see it again, and again, oh and did I say AGAIN!

What caught my attention the most was the fact that the man saw her for who she really was… It was a connection like no other. He wasn’t trying to take from her nor did he have other motives. He genuinely fell for HER! The woman behind the glitz and glam. Many women are saying that good men are hard to find well, let me just say this were not supposed to be going out trying to find NO MAN….he who finds US will find a good thing.

If we put our desperation to the side and God allow him to come to us, then just maybe he will come. I still believe in TRUE AUTHENTIC LOVE! The kind without the extra additives in it that usually comes with alternate motives.. But the kind that’s Natural…it just blends perfectly between to perfectly imperfect people.

Now that I’m older and understand Love on another level…I can honestly say that I’ve never been in love with a Man here on earth… But I thank God that he sent Christ to be that example of how a Man is supposed to love me. Flaws & all at 22 I won’t give up on will happen in God’s timing! When you make up in your mind that you’re worth more than settling.. You understand that in knowing your worth you’ll have to wait patiently until God sends you your Soul Mate.

If you haven’t seen the movie please do so….its a breath taking, jaw dropping, heart captivating movie!

Late nights & early mornings!

Good morning everyone!!!

I just wanted to drop this Lil nugget on some of you who may be experiencing the same thing as I have. Lately I’ve just been working like crazy and falling behind on my homework….and even lacking in taking time out for myself especially. I’m sure we’ve all gotten in carried away with work that we forget to just stop and breathe.

We keep going and going until we overload ourselves and our body finally says ENOUGH! I simply wanted to remind you all of the importance of talking time out for you and not getting so caught up in working that you forget to prioritize and take care of the important things in your life.

I pray that you all don’t overload yourselves and start prioritizing. I pray that you all have a blessed money! Now back to regular scheduled programming…. Time for work…Lol gotta go get it💰💳💲✌✊👌

With love,
Ms. Spicy

No condemnation!!!

Hi everyone!!!

I’ve been gone for a second but I’m back. Life will shake and wake you up to things you was once blind too. I’ve been busy learning lessons and allowing the Holy Spirit to impart things in me like never before.

I’m refreshed and ready to talk all about it.

Ever wanted to do something you knew in your heart was wrong but because you wasn’t honest with God and yourself about your obvious weakness and tried to get rid of your issue on your own, you ended up falling??

Well, so have I. Truth is: When I confessed my weakness and began to walk in truth about what I wanted to do…I felt an instant relief and started my journey to walk in truth. Before relying on God to help me. I tried to do everything in my own strength. There’s a healing in being honest. It cost nothing to tell the truth. Be honest with yourself about the situation. No one else has to know but you and God.

My message today is: If you’ve been struggling with a certain situation in your life and have been trying to deal with it on your own…its time to lift the burden off of you and give it God.

Once, I gave it over to God he gave me strength to deal with my issue instead of allowing it to deal with me. I’m in the healing stage at this moment.

Be free. Give it to God. Don’t carry it alone. You don’t have to. That’s why Jesus died. He died for the very sins that we commit today. He knows what were going to do before we do it. He just wants to hear from us. He’s a very present God in the times of trouble.

Written in love,


Dear God, Day 12

Dear God,

Thank you for helping us get it right. To each of us who have received prophecies help us to align our lives us to what you’ve spoken so that we don’t miss out on our blessings. Teach us that prophecies come with conditions and that just as we want things from you, you require us to do certain things. We want our lives to be pleasing to you. Shower your grace upon us when we get it wrong & continue teaching us the right way.

Implant love and peace within our hearts. Teach us to forgive others so that we too can be forgiven. Heal us of the hurts caused by other people. As well as, the hurt that we’ve caused others. Let us do this so that our conscience can be clear and we can free ourselves from bondage of first our self and other people.


Sincerely your child,

Dear God, Day 11

Dear God,

In this next level of elevation in my life I pray that you give me super natural strength to deal with every obstacle that will come my way. I pray now that your Holy Spirit will be with me to help me each step of the way. I’m here…elevation is HERE for me!!!! I thank you Jesus for choosing me for such a time as this. I went through many trials just to get to this point today but it was worth it. Every pain, every failure…I thank you for it all because it was all a part of my Testimony!!!!

Help us in our trying times to understand that we’re being prepared for Greater. Something BIGGER Than where we are now!!! How we handle our trials are going to determine if we’re ready for the big stuff. Help us to see that we are all created for purpose and that you started the good work within us and you shall finish it.


Sincerely your child,

Dear God, Day 10

Dear God,

Thank you for seeing me through whatever today may bring. Help me to see my way today. Whatever anger, bitterness, resentment, fear etc. that I may be holding on too get it out right now. Help me to forgive others who’ve hurt me so that I too, can be forgiven.

Give us the boldness we need to speak what you tell us to speak and live the way were supposed to. Help us to do this unafraid of people’s opinions of us. Help us stand strong and not follow the crowd. We are leaders. Help us to understand that being different In you means that we can’t do what everyone else does. We are called to stand out and not fit in.


Sincerely your child,